Saturday, May 18, 2013

I am too paranoid


This is probably a stupid thing for a student to buy. But when I bought it, was so impulse. too worried that I have gain some weight due to the fact that I am taking steroid hormone to reduce my pain.

Pain is fucking everyday. There is no life without pain right now.

YES I am complaining.

I got so pissed off when I m in pain, always.

I feel so irritated by people. and I 'm hating everyone.

I would rather avoid any social life and stay in my room.

Cant remember when is the last time I hang out with a group of people.

NHS is so sucks. Seriously the waiting list to see a specialist can be a year long. I 'll be dead by then.

I booked appointment to see GP from Tuesday to see doctor the other week on Friday. Seriously that is the only available slot. A & E--? Why not? I am not going to wait 4 hours at that place full of sick people.

Finally got to see GP yesterday and got a letter for extenuating circumstances form.
A form where if i fail my exam I wont need to resit because I am and was sick and my ability to study has been reduced. Make sense?

Please dont go see a male doctor. He was mean towards me. When to see him fro the first time because of ankle injury and knee pain,owh and he said it is nothing I 'll get better in few months. Seriously???
Then check when and checked with another doctor and she said NO you are not fine. Ok so thats how I went to do an XRay

Next week Ayah and Umi and berceretet all of them are coming.

My room is a mess.
Not always. Only sometimes.


P/s: If you dont like to read what I wrote here. You can click the RED with X button on top right.
I dont ask to read or find out about me. I do what I want and you what you want. NO. I dont accept advices. Advices = means sibuk jaga tepi kain orang , diri sendiri pun tak terurus.

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