i'm scared for my final year

like really scared until i want to PUKE!

I had a friend visited me from Italy. Her name is Greta. I met her at BISC. She taught me how to cook Spagetti. I think most Italian I met always think the way how British people cook paste is wrong. I used to have a bunch of Italian friends I met at BISC and they always complaint about British food. I though I hate British food. I don’t mind eating pizza, fish and chips or sandwich but I do agree most of the food are ‘dull’ just like the weather. Weather in UK is always shitty. When it is sunny, matsalleh said it is nice, but I don’t think so, cuz it hot!! I would wear umbrella, but matsalleh will laugh. They said usually chinese people wear umbrella on hot day. I don’t want people to stare at me.

Back to Greta, she finished her Erasmus. She went back to Italy around Jun, but she came back just to visit and say goodbyes. I didn’t get to see her in July before she left, and Im really glad she came and visit even if it is for a night.

Nak nanges masa dia balik. I know it will be the last time I get to see her ever.

Like I said before I don’t really make friends in my class. I met random people at BISC and most of them are matured students, either they are Erasmus or Master students. So my relationship, I mean friendship last for a year only. Not that I don’t contact them after they left. But only on FB. And it is all about saying hi and hello and hows life.

I’m starting to hate Bristol . cuz life here is bored. There is no family one thing. And some ok not some but most or probably all matsalleh I met in school are sombong hidung tinggi.

I hated my labs! I hated my tutorials! I don’t hate my course, ok maybe I did.