I miss ayah!!!!

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hi!

i know i have said i wanted to enjoy the weekends
Haiihhhhh x jadiiiiii
end up hari ni bangun awal..semangat buat kerja dari pagi sampai ke tengah hari..
by noon. I am done with 3 preleb tests.--> 1 for chemistry, 2 for physiology
malam nak kena buat POSTlab plak. I have 2 postlab to finish
and an essay :( due in 2 weeks tapi semangat nak buat awal.
kan bagos kalo macam ni setiap weekend.x pegi mana2 and duduk study kat umah
pisssssh that will never happen. I have something going on tomorrow. aderlllllaaa.ill update tomorrow InsyaAllah

mee + kuah vege pedas

anyway. Ive cooked something awesome for myself but not for you, yeah whoever who is reading this.
I just chuck all the vegetables that I have .hehe
at least todays' food is much better than yesterday.
yesterday serius macam orang  bujan betul2 la sngat.pagi makan biscuits cicah milo..lunch x der..sibuk smpai x sempat. malam 4 bread +nutella
hebat kan? kan bagos kalo kurus. tapi x boleh la.makanan kat cnie berlemak.terlebih nutrisi la
i might go out to chill later. pegi cuci mata jap. skrang sale makin dasyat .benci gila.barang yang sama hari tu 50% skrng dah 70%.. bencinya.time skrang baru la nak murah..but i cant buy anything..duit x der keee

sekian. nak pegi cuci mata nie.

fizah

exam dah abis

Salam,

exam done! after abes exam  baru sedar diri so from now onwards I WILL WORK HARD AND STUDY HARD. no matter exam bulan 5 ke x.nak start dr sekarang. Lesson learnt.

my weekdays is so hectic and packed. macam orng kerja + malam ada homwork and kena study
okeh i shall stop complaining after this.

so when weekdays so busy I shall enjoy my weekends. please dont tell me to study during the weekend too. I will study during the weekend if i cant finish my work during weekdays. but i will finish works durng the weekdays cuz i have weekends as the motivation. okeyh sound complicated but it is good now that I have a motivation. i do not want to study 24/7 and become smart and nerd. I want to study smartly and scores :)

Life need a motivation.
So my motivation for now is the WEEKENDS :)
Ive filled up my weekends for the whole month of February and emptied all weekends starting March. so that starting weekends after March..may ..jun..and so on.. I can rest and read <--reading is not study.

My month of February will be the last month of enjoyment.
nk serius study.

anyway,
at the end of this month, I'll be going to this event
Projek Amanat Negara.
Ive come to realisize I do sucks in stuff about my own country so that is why i am going.
As a student and as a citizen of Malaysia I need to know about the fate of m country :)







This thing sounds so interesting, kan?

owh I am sorry if it doesnt wow you that much, i guess everyone have different opinion and different way of life .

back to the topic .my senior mention in uni
" It is not easy to pass and it is hard to fail''
make sense to me. does  it?

fizah.

exam tak abes lagi

thanks to mr google

I have one more paper left!!!!!!! this thursday. ok tengah pulun study la =P
but ishkk tak sabarnya nak abes..then i have so many stuff in my to do list

and now sekarang baru paham..dulu masa masuk ofis umi slalu nampak papers exam bdk2 U..OMG..markah teruk Fail. n yang dapat tinggi pun cukup2 makan. i think I now how they felt and how they got that kind of marks.. now I know why *sigh* i might be the next one for my biochem. SUSAH GILA!!! physiology was ok and easy. tp biochem mak dato...i have no idea what the questions want.
hermmmmmm

so i have this one last paper..CHEMISTRY! im putting MORE effort and HIGHER hope on this

heheheh
sekian
saya mau sambung study
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fizah.

*gambar sekadar hiasan*

Tomorrow is my EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dah study setakat yang mampu. tapi tak yakin :(

cuz x der soalan past year so i have no idea how the questions will be. plus ada essay. macam x bleyh buat ja essay. sebab banyak kowt info dalam otak.ntah mana kluar. smua benda penting.so x taw nk fokus mana satu. kalo fokus smua well I need to be a super nerd.

sekian

fizah.

i have EXAM!

gambar tiada kena mengena dgn exam *peace*

I know I should be studying now but i my brain is SATURATED.

nak mengeluh. WHY my lecture notes full of AMAZING DIAGRAMS and PICTURES only??!!

macam mana nak baca kan.so in the end buka la buku teks

butttttt

text books is just too much words..nk termuntah

so im using Mr Google and Mr Wikipedia.

I m serius .lagi senang and maklumat di hujung jari je kan *cewah

hehehehehheheheheheheh *currently under so called stress la sangat*

FIzah.

I am getting crazy

motif gambar2 di bawah ok. sebab stress . hari ni isnin, Jumaat ada test, it is counted 10% only for summer exam,,tapi still besar la tu. STUDY!!!!!! sampai GILAAAAA..wuahahhahhaha

New Year Eve, The Suspension Bridge, 11.58 pm, 31st December 2011

Sale!!!!!! okeh tolong tutup kedai ja pun

wth I was doing? =_= no idea. somewhere in bristol, we have many Parks. this is one of them.might go one day for a picnic

k enjoy.
wish me luck

fizah.

Xmad Dinner

I had these wonderful Xmas dinner with my host family.  They were amazing and nice people. Helen was a doctor and now traning to become a priest.and Stephen is a software engineer. I'm sorry I dnt hv their picture yet cuz i didnt take their pic with my camera.

They have three lovely daughters. sangat sopan dan beradap. Meet Susanna (12), Louisa (10), Victoria (9). 

They are my new adik angkat.

This is my second time at their house. The first time I went , we ate vegetarian foods. sebab masa apply host family letak 'Yes, I am a vegetarian' sebab x der choice daging halal.hehe

then i told them the truth. and so kali nie dapat makan ayam special. She said I can have a special chicken. sedap k. 

Helen is a really good cook.

and yes she will teach me how to cook some of the English dishes someday. I am excited.

At least I can cook something walopun bukan masakan melayu kan.hehehehehhehehehehehehe

For dessert I had these. Mine is special.hehe orang lain kena share dalam big bowl but mine is very special. Helen is aware that I cant drink. masa tu x bgtaw pun dia I dnt take alcohol. this is special cuz x der wine. kalo yang original kena letak wine. but it taste so nice.

The last course is crackers+ cheese. this is the bomb.SEDAP. tapi x cuba yg cheese ada kaler biru tu. takut. sebab tu considered as mould. and i know I have allergic towards cheese if I eat too much cheese.

Tapi serius kena cuba .sangat sedap

By the end of the dinner, penat and full. 4 course meals kowt!.

GEMUK~~~~~~~~~~~~ewwwwwwwww

hehe

fizah.